Feb 22, 2009

It feels like forever...

since I've posted! I am sorry it's been awhile...it seems like all I post are cards and scarves...since I haven't made much of either lately there's been nothing to post. I am in a time of transition right now! My last day of work is the 15th of March! Yeah!!!! So soon after that, I am sure I will be posting like crazy, but then again maybe not! I have no idea what will consume my days when I become a stay at home mom. I mean, I have some idea... I just might go crazy cleaning my house! Seeing all the neglected spots which were unseen to these tired eyes! My hopes and expectations are realistic, I think! I'm sure all you veteran moms out there are probably laughing at me, tee hee! It honestly won't be that bad for me, because I have 1 kid and he goes to school, but I do want another foster child or maybe my own (God willing) or both! I just felt this was the direction God was leading our family and I am scared, terrified and excited! I wrote in a previous post that God was telling me to let go and lose control and this was the big part of it! I relied on my own ability to earn money, instead of relying on Him! So here goes...I am jumping off and letting Him catch me and lead me! Go Big Jesus! "For those that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength, they shall run and not grow weary, they shall walk and will not faint!" Isaiah 40:31

2 comments:

MaryJane said...

You go Girl! Amen!
Enjoy the time while you have only one kiddo!! Savor it!! Cling to it!! Don't let it go!!!!!!!! ... Just kidding, it's not that bad! At least he's potty trained! :) He, He! Clinton said yesterday (after a day full of Emma's craziness), "I really need to call the urologist!" :) Four is our limit!

Tina said...

I am so proud of you! Being a SAHM is the best job EVER most days anyway.

You will be a natural I KNOW IT!!!!!!

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